DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS MOVIE

A few days back someone asked me, "What is Ron Weasley's name?"

Now. me being a potterhead was obviously stunned to silence.

Later i realized ..... She was looking for Rupert Grint..... also realized WHY so many people think that the HP series is crap....

THEY HAVE ONLY EVER SEEN THE MOVIES!!

THE LOVE RELATIONSHIP

It is lovely....

The sitting in front of a desktop and typing thing i mean...

ok so i should have written after may..
But i didnt.......My bad....


The good part is that I got what I wanted : a national law university.....
The bad part is that(well yes there is a bad part) : I am missing home........A LOT..

this is for Korba : I love you...1st loves dont die.....

ALMOST HOME

I know I should have written before.....

But the education system in this country forced me to bury my nose in physics chemistry and mathematics.........

Well, looks like  I am finally shot of them.....

I have been itching to write.........Anything.......

It almost feels like taking a leak after sitting on a full bladder for 2 months....

It feels light........

More comfortable...........

Like you have all the time in the world.....

And...uh.....Good.  Yeah. It makes you feel "good".

Glad to be up and writing again. Not that I was down or anything....well, not figuratively anyways...

cheerio!!

THE WALLS CLOSING IN

WITH THE 12TH BOARDS SUCCESSFULLY OUT OF THE WAY(NOT 12 HOURS AGO), I HAVE ALREADY STARTED FEELING HOLLOW....

ITS AN ALL TIME LOW...

WHAT WITH DAD GIVING ME THE ' ...GOING TO BE INDEPENDENT...' LECTURE IN THE CAR ON THE WAY BACK HOME FROM THE EXAM CENTRE...

I WANTED TO SCREAM!!!

NO. IT WAS NOT ABOUT GUYS.... RELATIONSHIPS....
NAH...

I GOT A LECTURE ON 'HOW TO HANDLE MONEY'...'HOW TO BE ADULT'...'HOW TO WASH MY OWN CLOTHES',,,

ALL I DID WAS NOD AND GRUNT.... I THINK I EVEN MANAGEDTO GET A FEW CRACKS IN THE CONVERSATION....

BUT I DONT WANT THIS,..... I WANT TO GO BACK.....DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN....

HELL, I DONT EVEN LOOK FORWARD TO COLLEGE....

I JUST AM FEELING SMALL AND LONELY AND LOST AND DOWN.........

FROM THE MOMENT I GOT OUT OF THE EXAM HALL I HAVE BEEN ON THE VERGE OF TEARS...... I KNOW I DONT WANT TO CRY.....I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO STOP....

BUT I CANT HELP THINKING THAT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO FEEL RIGHT, BECAUSE EVERYBODY IN THIS FREAKING COUNTRY DOES THIS....

BUT IT DOES NOT FEEL OK....IT FEELS LIKE SOMEONE'S TRYING TO CHOKE ME....

GUESS I WASN'T GIVEN A CHOICE....

I AM A SURVIVOR....
I HAVE FACED WORSE....
I WILL LIVE THIS THROUGH....

....THATS WHAT I KEEP TELLING MYSELF...

THE WALK

I read it somewhere, that when you are angry or hurt or sad or mad, take a long slow walk alone.

With school getting over, I have to prepare myself for something that I have not yet faced in the 17 years of my life - unfamiliarity.

Being in one school for the last 14 years(that is the whole of my school life), one cannot not get attached to it. On the last day of this session ( for the 12th class people ) I wanted to take as much of the school away with me as I could....which I know is a very dumb thought. So I settled for a long walk through the corridors....and through the years.

It was beautiful....

I never knew I could miss a place so much. But now I know.

I would be taking away with me 14 years worth of memories...and a truckload of friends...

And believe me when you are down or blue, just take a long slow walk.

It can work wonders...